me and cerish on tinychat :p

hello bloggy :p what's up ? ahahah :p , so im webcaming with cerish now , gonna show yaa the pict :p

we're talking about spiderman and stuffs , lets see our chat
[21:16] putri: ohmygod
[21:16] cristiawansoh: hows me?
[21:16] putri: hhaa
[21:16] cristiawansoh: my old toys
[21:16] cristiawansoh: gw omegle dolo
[21:17] putri: okedeh take your time
[21:19] putri: now check your notif
[21:19] putri: :D
[21:22] putri: hey where are you ?
[21:23] putri: chrissss
[21:24] putri: hey i can hear you
[21:24] cristiawansoh: its my sister room
[21:26] putri: that's your cc ?
[21:26] putri: hhahaha
[21:26] putri: pretty
[21:27] cristiawansoh: i got my first angpao
[21:27] putri: where's mine ?
[21:27] putri: chris you owe me something okayy :p
[21:28] putri: pameerrr
[21:28] putri: behh
[21:28] cristiawansoh: 2 * 6
[21:28] cristiawansoh: 120 ribu
[21:28] cristiawansoh: ahahahahah
[21:28] putri: fuuuu
[21:28] putri: hhhaa
[21:28] putri: where's my doll ?
[21:28] putri: still owe me
[21:28] putri: !
[21:28] putri: :p
[21:28] cristiawansoh: doll?
[21:28] cristiawansoh: barbie aja
[21:28] putri: ahahahah
[21:29] putri: dont like babie lerh
[21:29] putri: hahha
[21:29] putri: your sisy pretty
[21:29] cristiawansoh: my father has come
[21:35] putri: why take so long ?
[21:51] putri: chrisss
[21:59] cristiawansoh: ok
[21:59] cristiawansoh: my father just
[21:59] putri: okayyyyy
[21:59] putri: hhhaa
[21:59] cristiawansoh: do some work
[21:59] putri: can you see me now ?
[21:59] cristiawansoh: yeah
[22:00] putri: okayy you are sooo cool happy ?
[22:00] putri: can you hear me ?
[22:01] cristiawansoh: happy laaa
[22:02] putri: you cant hear me ?
[22:02] cristiawansoh: cannot lee
[22:02] putri: waittt
[22:02] cristiawansoh: im shy
HAHAHA . that's all , back to our chat , hha . good bye hugs and kiss :)

cant believe it ! just texted him just now . OMG ! I MISS YOU

hey baby . how are yaa ? FINE RIGHT ? ohh i see , i miss you anyway . long time no post . so today i went to kepri mall with family , yeah . and i bought 3 dvds , ( spy school , the haunted airman , and the tourist )

the pics arent clear right ? sorry for that ..
yeah . i did not know why , when i held my HP , it felt like , i wanted to text him GOSH HE REPLIED MINE. AWWW :D , ME FELT SO FLYYYYYY ..
okayy . gonna post something later . im gonna off . goodbye :D, oh ya , wanna share pics first , ENJOY PEOPLE

GOOD BYE AND GOD BLESS :)

DO NOT DISTURB .

WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME ?

DAMN ! I DONT EVEN WANT TO TALK , SO I DECIDE TO TYPE SOMETHING ON MY BLOG , IM NOT OKAYY ! I MEAN LIKE WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME ? ME AND 9A HAVE BEEN CHECKED THE ENG TryOut , I FELT SO SURRENDER , MY SCORE WAS SO BAD ! *IM GONNA DIE* , OHH GOD , PLEASE HELP ME FOR MY SECOND TryOut , WISH ME LUCK :(

unnoticed love

Once again I find my self trying to be okay with the fact that we are just friends but then you grab my hand and well then I’m not okay, im floating. Im starting to fashion an idea in my head where I would impress you with every single word I said, it would come out insightful, or brave or smooth or charming and you’d want to call me. When you look at me my heart starts beating faster and faster until I can hardly breath. I have these crazies fantasies, you know ? that one day my knight in shining armer will come sweep me off my feet, and life will be so sweet. But who am I kidding, that only happens in fairy tales. I look at him and he looks back at me with his beautiful eyes, smiles, and it pathetically makes my day. He smiles at other girls, flirts .. but he’s never really seemed to look my way. But I stupidly keep hoping that one day he will … he never does. Why do I keep running from the truth? When all I ever think about is you, you got me hypnotized, so memorized . that’s why they call them crushes, if they were easy, they’d be called something else. I day dream about him every night , I just wonder when I’ll actually get the courage to talk to him. From the first day I saw you I knew I’d want to make you mine . why do we go dancing in circles when we know it never ends? We come so close, to loving each other and then … we go dancing in circles again. Do you know those beautiful smiles at the end of our conversation that just leave you completely breathless? Yeah that’s what I want, only in real life. And I don’t give a damn, and watch you spin around in your highest heals, you are the best one, of the best ones. I want love to come and not leave me broken. I want it to lift me up, not tear me down. And I want the one I love to love me , not someone else. If you start notice me please tell me, all you need is love. Love is a familiar, love is a devil, there is no evil angel but love, the courses of true love never did run smooth.

IT'S HARD TO BE A GOOD PEOPLE .

READ IT IF YOU C A R E , THIS'S BEAUTIFUL , TRY NOT TO GET CRY .

( sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room)
Sally : “ how is my little boy jimmy ? is he going to be alright ? when I can see him?
The surgeon : im sorry we did all we could , but your boy didn’t make it
Sally : why do little children get cancer? doesn’t God care anymore, where were you when my son needed you ?
The surgeon : would you like some time alone with your son ? one of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he’s transported to the university.
Sally : asked the nurse to stay with me while i said goodbye to my son, i ran my fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair
Nurse : would you like a lock of his hair ?
Sally : yes
( the nurse cut a lock of the boy’s hair put in a plastic bag and handed it to sally)
Sally : it was jimmy’s idea to donate his body to the university for study, he said it might help somebody else, I said no at first but jimmy said ‘mom, I wont be using it after I die. Maybe I will help some other little boy spend one more day with his mom’ . my jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could.
( sally walked out of childern’s mercy hospital for the last 6 months there, she put the bag with jimmy’s belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The drive home was difficult, I was even harder to enter the empty home, she carried jimmy’s belongings and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son’s room, she started placing model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and hugging his pillow cried herself to sleep. It was around midnight when sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folder letter)
The letter : dear mom , I know you’re going to miss me, but don’t think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just cause im not around to say I love you, I will always love you, mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you wont be so lonely, that’s okay with me, he can have my room and old stuff to play with, but if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn’t like he same things us boys do, you’ll have to buy her dolls and stuffs girls like, you know. Don be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place, grandma and grandpa met me as soon as I go there and showed me around some , but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what ? Jesus doesn’t look like any of his picture. Yet, when I saw him, I knew it was him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, mom? I got to sit on god’s knee and talk to him, like I was somebody important. That’s when I told him that I wanted to write you a letter to tell you goodbye and everything, but I already knew that wasn’t allowed. Well you know what mom ? god handed me some paper his own personal pen to write this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angle who is going to drop this letter off to you, god said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked him ‘ where was hw when I needed him ?’ . ‘ god said he was in the same place with me , as when his son jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as he always is with all his children. Oh, by the way, mom, no one else can see what I’ve written except you . tp everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper, isn’t that cool ? I have to give god his pen back now. He needs it to write some more names In the book of life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with jesus for supper, im sure the food will be great, oh I almost forgot to tell you I don’t hurt anymore, the cancer is all gone, im glad because I couldn’t stand that pain anymore and god couldn’t stand to see me hurt so much, either, that’s when he sent the angle of mercy to come get me , the angle said I was a special delivery! How about that?
Signed with love from god, jesus & me :’) .

THE BEST MOMENT OF RETREAT

hello everyone , it's been 3 days i didnt post something , coz i got retreat ( it means cant bring hp and stuffs ) well wont make this post bocomes long , so let us take the point , ohh ya one thing gonna post it with indonesian language . okaayy let us start. teman" aku baru ngerasaiin gimana itu retreat , yang buat ak ga mau pulang yaitu waktu ada acara lilin harapan , aku baru merasakan , persahabatan di antara kita itu bagaimana , untuk semua orang yg aku kasi lilin harapan , aku sayang kalian , kalian smua itu berarti banget bagi aku , aku minta maaf sama semua nya , kalo aku suka egois , menang sendiri , ke anak"an , aku harap kalian smua maafin aku , aku mkasih bgt sma semua kasih sayang yang aku terima dari kalian , entah beribu ribu kata makasih pun mungkin enggak cukup , buat smua guru" charitas yang ngedidik aku bapak ibu guru ,serta suster makasih buat smua ilmu yang telah kalian berikan ke kami , kami sayang sma kalian :') , dan makasih sebesar" nya kepada romo andre , yang uda mnyadarkan kami arti sebuah pengampunan dan persahabatan . rasa sayang aku ke kalian sama seperti LILIN HARAPAN yang tidak bakal padam hingga kapan pun :)

NEW YEAR = NEW ME ?

yaww there ! so whats up ? hhaa :D , hell ya im in 2011 now , it means i cant play much like i did in 2010 , focus on UN dude , :D . UN starts on april ( if they dont change it ) and on friday i have to stay at school for 3 days with friends , gonna be awesome i guess , then on 12 january i have try out , wish me luck guys , well im only gonna say HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY , my wishes are :

GOOD BYE , HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE ;)

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER :*

KEEP VISITING MINE

THANKYOU FOR THE ATTENTION