READ IT IF YOU C A R E , THIS'S BEAUTIFUL , TRY NOT TO GET CRY .

( sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room)
Sally : “ how is my little boy jimmy ? is he going to be alright ? when I can see him?
The surgeon : im sorry we did all we could , but your boy didn’t make it
Sally : why do little children get cancer? doesn’t God care anymore, where were you when my son needed you ?
The surgeon : would you like some time alone with your son ? one of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he’s transported to the university.
Sally : asked the nurse to stay with me while i said goodbye to my son, i ran my fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair
Nurse : would you like a lock of his hair ?
Sally : yes
( the nurse cut a lock of the boy’s hair put in a plastic bag and handed it to sally)
Sally : it was jimmy’s idea to donate his body to the university for study, he said it might help somebody else, I said no at first but jimmy said ‘mom, I wont be using it after I die. Maybe I will help some other little boy spend one more day with his mom’ . my jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could.
( sally walked out of childern’s mercy hospital for the last 6 months there, she put the bag with jimmy’s belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The drive home was difficult, I was even harder to enter the empty home, she carried jimmy’s belongings and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son’s room, she started placing model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and hugging his pillow cried herself to sleep. It was around midnight when sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folder letter)
The letter : dear mom , I know you’re going to miss me, but don’t think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just cause im not around to say I love you, I will always love you, mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you wont be so lonely, that’s okay with me, he can have my room and old stuff to play with, but if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn’t like he same things us boys do, you’ll have to buy her dolls and stuffs girls like, you know. Don be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place, grandma and grandpa met me as soon as I go there and showed me around some , but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what ? Jesus doesn’t look like any of his picture. Yet, when I saw him, I knew it was him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, mom? I got to sit on god’s knee and talk to him, like I was somebody important. That’s when I told him that I wanted to write you a letter to tell you goodbye and everything, but I already knew that wasn’t allowed. Well you know what mom ? god handed me some paper his own personal pen to write this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angle who is going to drop this letter off to you, god said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked him ‘ where was hw when I needed him ?’ . ‘ god said he was in the same place with me , as when his son jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as he always is with all his children. Oh, by the way, mom, no one else can see what I’ve written except you . tp everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper, isn’t that cool ? I have to give god his pen back now. He needs it to write some more names In the book of life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with jesus for supper, im sure the food will be great, oh I almost forgot to tell you I don’t hurt anymore, the cancer is all gone, im glad because I couldn’t stand that pain anymore and god couldn’t stand to see me hurt so much, either, that’s when he sent the angle of mercy to come get me , the angle said I was a special delivery! How about that?
Signed with love from god, jesus & me :’) .